Wednesday, August 28, 2013

I feel your warmth beside me, your arms wrapped so tightly around my body. Your timed breaths I can feel at the nape of my neck. I see your smile while you look into my eyes and realize that being here with you calms me down.

EXCEPT

There isn't anyone's warmth to feel beside me, no arms wrapped so tightly around my body. No timed breaths that I feel at the nape of my neck. And most of all, I don't see anyone's smile while they look into my eyes and realize that being here with them calms me down. Anxiety creeps in. Depression slowly envelopes me while I lay still in bed.

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